Very little sleep tonight.

Very little sleep tonight. Like a few hours scattered over the night. Tried counting backwards, tried moving to my other bed (worked for 45 minutes or so). I took a Xanax but it didn't help. Well, it did for an hour or so of sleep. Around 4:30 or so I just gave up on getting any sleep. If I go to work, I'll have to pack enough food I don't have to leave my office, because I probably won't have the energy to go out for anything.

edit: Once the dry heaving from nausea came on around 6am, I called in sick. Then I got a couple hours of sleep in a chair and now I don't feel quite so terrible. With the dry heaving, better to not push it and stay home and rest.

edit 2: went to the pharmacy and got some pepto bismol for the stomach. I wanted to get some ginger too but they didn't have any, so I ordered some from the internet. Now just sitting and staring, sitting and staring, occasionally clicking refresh on a few websites, mindlessly. My rib/sternum issue is bothering me, my stomach is still bothering me.

I think part of what happened was I reached a year on the job and then basically said to myself, ok, now what? Tomorrow is my normal day to be working in the city a few hours drive from here, I may reschedule that day for later this week as right now I'm not sure how I'll be tomorrow, if tonight will be a repeat of last night.