Doc did ekg, blood, urine.Nothing obvious except fast heart rate and a larger than expected blood pressure different standing versus sitting. He gave me 2 liters of fluids for dehydration (his best guess), and I have an appointment tomorrow. Fast heart rate probably because I was so tired, a bit disoriented. Didn't want to just fall asleep or pass out, brain forcing me to be awake. Anxious about falling asleep since I'm the only one in the house and don't have nearby friends (thanks depression, you're so wonderful that way).
Came home, got all nice and warm in a chair, and nodded off. Hypnic jerk made that last about 2 seconds and I bolted upright. I get those every once in awhile. Heart races, disoriented since I was just starting sleep. Bad because of my anxiety and vertigo experiences. Hadn't had these this past week.
Food today. yogurt and a yogurt parfait for breakfast, with 20 oz water and 8 oz tea. Banana right before seeing the urgent care clinic. One bite of a muffin, too dry couldn't eat it. Another banana and more tea in the afternoon. A piece of pizza and 12 oz of lemon/lime soda for dinner, I was too tired to cook, and not thirsty or hungry, just know I should eat something.
Then again I'm not normally thirsty and I just got treated for dehydration.
I feel bad physically, tired, slow thinking, and I feel bad mentally depression wise about it. Can't get trapped in a situation where I don't feel well enough to take care of myself, since no one is around to take care of me, afraid this might become that.
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