Must fight.

Yesterday, couldn't sleep enough. Now it's the middle of the night and I've woken up and can't fall back asleep. Came out to the computer chair and can't sleep there either. A bit of nausea as well. I had a sick co-worker last week who had to miss several days. I hope it's just from him, and I'm a little sick and not headed for a depression. Must fight. My job gives no sickdays and vacation the first year. I haven't missed any days this year for being sick. Don't want to miss any due to depression. Must fight it.

edit: it's nearly 6:30.  I didn't get any good sleep after what I wrote about 3:30, sleep for a bit, wake up. Tried getting up and taking a warm shower. Didn't really help. Making a go of it today. We'll see. I expect to have to nap, and I don't expect to be very productive. But I'm going to beat this.

edit again: felt better once I got to work. Did take a quick nap over lunchtime. Pretty well totally beat by the end of the workday. Didn't feel so great. I did go and get in my table tennis, 30 minutes or so.