At work

Truly a mind over matter day. Getting up, ready, and to work. Fortunately not much brainpower required today. Just exhausted. Napped a bit over lunch, I didn't doze off quickly, so I think I was only asleep for maybe 10 minutes. I feel like I need a couple of hours, even though I was in bed at 8 last night, and woke up around 5:30. Workday ends in another three hours. I want to nod off but I'm afraid of having the vertigo while doing so. I think my brain is so tired it's forgetting to balance while I nap.

The anxiety and the depression I can deal with, at least I believe I can. The vertigo I cant, it's very scary. I bought some Dramamine yesterday, took one, and was out like a light 90 minutes later. Can't do that at work.

I got some Mexican lime chicken soup with lunch. I like it, but the sloppy joe filled me up.

Last week at this time I was tired, but I was making myself function fine. I could tell myself, yes, you are tired, but youre going to do this because its just depression tired. I started getting a fever and feeling bad last wednesday. I hope I just have a bug, even though I'm not coughing or sneezing, and this clears up. The tired but functional I was dealing with.