Last night I don't think I slept more than an hour at a time all night. The best rest I got was when I finally decided to get out of bed and sit in my chair and fell asleep for a bit. As a result today I was mostly in my office with the door closed, nauseous. In the later afternoon I managed to get some work done. Between yesterday's lunch when I had some chicken and tonight when I had some chicken and potato salad, I'd been surviving on water, yogurt, kefir, bananas, a bit of cereal (not pleasing for my stomach) and some chicken rice soup from a can (salty and unsatisfying). I'll be seeing my doctor on Wednesday morning for this.
Tomorrow the remote site wants what could be a bunch of work done. Ugg. I did kind of explain to them that I may not get it all done tomorrow because I've not been feeling well.
Between the anxiety, and the nausea, the anxiety has the worse feeling "peak", when I'm having the panic attacks, but I can fight it easier than the nausea via things like breathing exercises and Xanax if need be, the nausea is steadily terrible and energy draining. Being unable to eat normally is hard.
I am better at this time today than I was last week at this time, so I hope my remote site work tomorrow is similarly better.
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