Small panic attack.

Had a smaller panic attack yesterday, while I was out taking my daily walk, which is not a good time to have one. Frustrating, and I'll have to monitor myself while walking. I had already reached my goal point and was walking back towards my house when it happened. I slowed down my walk to get my heart rate down. My dreams last night were something about moving, Even when I woke up around 5:30 I couldn't break the string and when I fell back asleep they continued. Now I'm more tired than when I went to bed.

cleaned up the garage

Five bags of trash into the garbage, plus rearranged things so it looks much better and more organized. It was good. The 70 degrees and sunshine weather helps.

How did that happen?!

I passed my first two phone interviews for a job, and was sent to the in person interview last Friday with the people whose office I would be supporting. It was more of a get to know you/see if I have horns growing out of my head, than an interview. The interview went fine from an anxiety standpoint even though it was an interview and in a location I'd never been before. I thought I did at least ok. According to the recruiter I was the only person that got through the first two rounds of interviews. They needed someone immediately, so I'd be starting in a week, just long enough for them to do their background check etc. And yet I didn't get the job, they decided they would be "going another way". What the heck? I am bummed out.