Should have napped

Should have napped yesterday, instead my body wired itself staying awake and I couldn't fall asleep. Pre-panic attack type feeling. We had a big windstorm overnight, so I kept waking up from that as well. This morning I've still got that feeling, couldn't really get back to sleep so just got up. I was hoping to have a good tired feeling from the weekend's housework. Instead my shoulder/ribs are sore. That made it harder to relax and sleep last night as well. I should be better later this morning I think, once the Monday work routine has started. I could really use a hug from my ex-wife. I miss her terribly. She's better off without me though, so I can't ever tell her that even though we write back and forth.