We'll see how it hurts

I did 50 minutes of ping pong today. That's 10 more than I've done at one time since I started. We'll see how my body reacts later.

Did the right thing

I went to bed early last night, and slept fine. So why am I more tired today than yesterday? Probably because it's the fifth or sixth time the mortgage company has said "this is the last set of documents we need to finish your refinance". I'm not even kidding, two document requests this week have been with that exact language. For the past two month I have been providing them every document they require, only to have them make new requests for different documents. You would think my excellent credit and a clean payment history on the mortgage would be enough.

Hopefully that's the case here

The result of having to sleep in a more upright position was a night spent in a series of naps and being unable to get into a really comfortable position. As a result I'm up early and my stomach is upset (that happens when I don't get enough sleep). When I feel like this on workdays I don't usually start feeling better until the afternoon, but generally have more energy than I expect considering the way I feel to start the day. Hopefully that's the case here.

Bit of vertigo

I can get it when I'm very tired. Time to go to bed.

edit: enough to wake me up. Positional vertigo, worse when lying down, so positional. A few years ago I was diagnosed with benign positional vertigo. Today seems to be milder than when I initially had it. I've had mild bouts before. I may have to sleep sitting up tonight. It's upsetting and annoying, and strongly gets my anxiety going.

Not much sleep

There was a storm overnight. It was strong enough to rattle the windows, which I tried unsuccessfully to stop by jamming a sock in them to cushion things. That didn't work, so I moved to another room, but there the noise from the wind blown rain of the roof was enough I didn't sleep much better.

Eating out

Eating out is stressful for me. The waiting for the food is no fun. I will actually walk back out if there's a wait to be seated. Once the food arrives I can calm down some and concentrate on that. I try to get out of there quickly when I'm done.

Anyway, this post is from a Vietnamese pho restaurant. I went right after work, so no crowd yet.

Add: somehow that didn't post from my phone when I hit post yesterday. I had a "Vietnamese coffee" with the dinner. A small coffee with thick milk. Didn't sleep great as a result, woke up a couple times. Was relaxed and not anxious during the night though. Had a chai on my trip the the farmers market this morning. Kind of early to bed to bed to make up for it.

Extra note: I went to Wendy's and got a burger at the drive through for lunch today. It didnt really agree with my stomach, I think I've been eating good for me food too much to have a fast food burger.

Awake at midnight

One of my cats has been going crazy for the past hour. Running around, meowing nonstop.

Another note: I normally dream in full color with complete detail. It makes my dreams non-restful if anything's going on in them, which they've been since I went to bed tonight.